As a doula I am used to supporting new mums through this struggle and dilemma.
I can come to you for a 2h parenting debriefing session, to discuss how things are going and what you want to achieve.
I will listen to you without judging or telling you what to do. I will listen to what I hear you say and reflect that back to you, helping you gain more clarity in what you want to do. I will also point at what you are doing right and help you gain more confidence. I will offer ideas and signposts towards things that may help.